1. |
Apologies
03:55
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I've done things I'm not proud of
Said things I can't take back
I've hurt people close to me
Friendships just broke in half
All these years I missed out
The time just came and went
Hindsight is 20/20
Wish I could it see it then
So much that I'd do different
If I just had the chance
Apologies I'm so sorry
Apologies I'm so sorry
Memories of things once were
And random photographs
Swirl into a haze of sadness
It's all that I have left
Feel the weight of words I've spoke
And own the consequences
I'm guilty, I know this
I hope it's not too late
To rebuild, mend fences
Restart a cleaner slate
Looking back now there's so many things I could've done and handled better, but I was young and dumb.
I never thought about the consequences of hurting the ones I cared about and that's totally on me.
All I can do is ask forgiveness and hope for one more chance to make things right.
Apologies I'm so sorry
Apologies I'm so sorry
Apologies I'm so sorry
Apologies I'm so sorry
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2. |
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Another phase
Next step
Who’s guess?
What’s next?
Gotta figure out what to do
Another year
Seasons turn
Wheel spinnin’
Gears burn
Won’t believe the hell I’ve been through
You call this life?
It’s not living.
Broken down
Face first
Pushed aside
Eat dirt
Just another day in the life
Bigger bills
Smaller gains
Rents due
Hunger pains
Gotta be something more to life
You call this life?
It’s not living.
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3. |
Goodbye From Me
05:40
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Replaying events inside my mind
Looking back I should’ve seen the signs
I never thought that it could be true
The lies and the games that you put me through
So
Goodbye from me
(This is the end I must be free)
Goodbye from me
(For what it’s worth your dead to me)
Goodbye from me
(This is the end I must be free)
Goodbye from me
(For what it’s worth your dead to me)
When beauty is tainted with lies and you’re the one that I despise
Never thought I’d go from love to hate
You’re actions leave me crushed under the weight
The way that you could lie and still show a smile
How stupid I was to trust you all the while
So
Goodbye from me
(This is the end I must be free)
Goodbye from me
(For what it’s worth your dead to me)
Goodbye from me
(This is the end I must be free)
Goodbye from me
(For what it’s worth your dead to me)
When beauty is tainted with lies and you’re the one that I despise
You gave me your word that you’d call it off
Knowing well what would be the cost
Thought the grass was greener on the other side
When it involves kids and a married guy
So
Goodbye from me
(This is the end I must be free)
Goodbye from me
(For what it’s worth your dead to me)
Goodbye from me
(This is the end I must be free)
Goodbye from me
(For what it’s worth your dead to me)
When beauty is tainted with lies and you’re the one that I despise
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4. |
What Can I Do
05:20
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Here I am once again
And I’m all up in my head
‘Cuz I can’t carry-on
When I’m feeling like I’m dead
I’ve been stuck inside a hell
That I’ve never been before
It’s just endless days repeating
Same old windows, same old doors
I’ve been feeling like I’m trapped
Like I’m stuck inside a loop
I don’t wanna pull the trigger
But don’t know what else to do
Pressures builds every day
And at times can’t even walk
From the weight that I feel
Like I’ve been outlined in chalk
Chorus:
No motivation
No inspiration
Tell me
What can I do
(X4)
I’ve been missing all my friends
More than ever they’re so far
None of this was ever planned
To be worse off than before
It’s been dark inside my mind
And I don’t like where I’m at
I’ve been hanging by a thread
And there’s not much left of that
Feeling useless and just done
Part of me dies everyday
There must be some way to change it
Before I just slip away
So here I am once again
Spinning circles in my head
I’m still holding for tomorrow
It just might be better then.
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5. |
I Must Thank You
03:24
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I must thank you for all you bring
For all these years of suffering
If I had not wanted to die
I would not know that I’m alive
Everything I feel
Seems to get the best of me
Everything I touch
Turns to dust in front of me
Everything I love
Seems to walk away from me
And everywhere I turn
I’m to blame for everything
I must thank you for all you bring
For all these years of suffering
If I had not wanted to die
I would not know that I’m alive
Every time I bleed
Someone else is cutting me
Every time I trust
Another knife is stuck in me
Every time I heal
Scab has turned to scar for me
Every time I love
That person ends up dead to me
I must thank you for all you bring
For all these years of suffering
If I had not wanted to die
I would not know that I’m alive
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Trapped inside this sea of endless black
Wondering if I can ever make it back
Calling out for help, but will I drown this time?
Walk the line between unholy and divine
Lost myself, but am I too far gone
Hollow thoughts that haunt me till the dawn
Outstretched hands reaching to the sky
Embers of my life disintegrate in time
Mental prison clawing at these walls
Darkened voices taunt me in the halls
Lack of sleep becomes my one true friend
Will I see the light or could this be the end?
Trapped inside this sea of endless black
Wondering if I can ever make it back
Calling out for help, but will I drown this time?
Walk the line between unholy and divine
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7. |
Keyboard Commandos
03:37
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And with the stroke of a key
it’s like a knife in the back
Got these keyboard commandos
And they’re on the attack
No matter what you do or say
It’s not good enough
Cause everyone’s an expert
At all kinds of stuff
You put your two cents in
Now your branded a fool
Taken out of context
The new golden rule
Leave some crumbs for the trolls
But don’t make them fat
Ya gotta leave them hungry
So they keep coming back
And they keep coming back
Yeah
And they keep coming back
Like a moth to a flame
Or a rat to some cheese
They can’t not comment
Cause it’s like a disease
It’s the new kind of tough guy
But you don’t flap your gums
You’d never say in public
What you type with your thumbs
You need to be reminded
Of what consequence is
Put the keyboard down
Come out from the screen
Say to the face
What you’d say in the app
But you can’t and you won’t
So you keep coming back
And they keep coming back
Yeah
And they keep coming back
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8. |
No Victim Here
04:54
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To face the fears
Head first
To do the work
And shed the tears
These little deaths
Ain’t worse
Than all the rest
Throughout the years
A bitter end
Take hold
Of my own soul
And feel again
There’s no victim here
I won’t be the one
Who gets broken
Victim here
On my life
These words I’ve spoken
We fall again
Face down
We get back up
And up again
I’ve done my time
Locked down
For all my sins
These sins of mine
Yet here I stand
Battle worn
A little torn
But here I am
There’s no victim here
I won’t be the one
Who gets broken
Victim here
On my life
These words I’ve spoken
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