Between Unholy and Divine Vol. 1

by Klank

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1.
Apologies 03:55
I've done things I'm not proud of Said things I can't take back I've hurt people close to me Friendships just broke in half All these years I missed out The time just came and went Hindsight is 20/20 Wish I could it see it then So much that I'd do different If I just had the chance Apologies I'm so sorry Apologies I'm so sorry Memories of things once were And random photographs Swirl into a haze of sadness It's all that I have left Feel the weight of words I've spoke And own the consequences I'm guilty, I know this I hope it's not too late To rebuild, mend fences Restart a cleaner slate Looking back now there's so many things I could've done and handled better, but I was young and dumb. I never thought about the consequences of hurting the ones I cared about and that's totally on me. All I can do is ask forgiveness and hope for one more chance to make things right. Apologies I'm so sorry Apologies I'm so sorry Apologies I'm so sorry Apologies I'm so sorry
2.
Another phase Next step Who’s guess? What’s next? Gotta figure out what to do Another year Seasons turn Wheel spinnin’ Gears burn Won’t believe the hell I’ve been through You call this life? It’s not living. Broken down Face first Pushed aside Eat dirt Just another day in the life Bigger bills Smaller gains Rents due Hunger pains Gotta be something more to life You call this life? It’s not living.
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Replaying events inside my mind Looking back I should’ve seen the signs I never thought that it could be true The lies and the games that you put me through So Goodbye from me (This is the end I must be free) Goodbye from me (For what it’s worth your dead to me) Goodbye from me (This is the end I must be free) Goodbye from me (For what it’s worth your dead to me) When beauty is tainted with lies and you’re the one that I despise Never thought I’d go from love to hate You’re actions leave me crushed under the weight The way that you could lie and still show a smile How stupid I was to trust you all the while So Goodbye from me (This is the end I must be free) Goodbye from me (For what it’s worth your dead to me) Goodbye from me (This is the end I must be free) Goodbye from me (For what it’s worth your dead to me) When beauty is tainted with lies and you’re the one that I despise You gave me your word that you’d call it off Knowing well what would be the cost Thought the grass was greener on the other side When it involves kids and a married guy So Goodbye from me (This is the end I must be free) Goodbye from me (For what it’s worth your dead to me) Goodbye from me (This is the end I must be free) Goodbye from me (For what it’s worth your dead to me) When beauty is tainted with lies and you’re the one that I despise
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Here I am once again And I’m all up in my head ‘Cuz I can’t carry-on When I’m feeling like I’m dead I’ve been stuck inside a hell That I’ve never been before It’s just endless days repeating Same old windows, same old doors I’ve been feeling like I’m trapped Like I’m stuck inside a loop I don’t wanna pull the trigger But don’t know what else to do Pressures builds every day And at times can’t even walk From the weight that I feel Like I’ve been outlined in chalk Chorus: No motivation No inspiration Tell me What can I do (X4) I’ve been missing all my friends More than ever they’re so far None of this was ever planned To be worse off than before It’s been dark inside my mind And I don’t like where I’m at I’ve been hanging by a thread And there’s not much left of that Feeling useless and just done Part of me dies everyday There must be some way to change it Before I just slip away So here I am once again Spinning circles in my head I’m still holding for tomorrow It just might be better then.
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I must thank you for all you bring For all these years of suffering If I had not wanted to die I would not know that I’m alive Everything I feel Seems to get the best of me Everything I touch Turns to dust in front of me Everything I love Seems to walk away from me And everywhere I turn I’m to blame for everything I must thank you for all you bring For all these years of suffering If I had not wanted to die I would not know that I’m alive Every time I bleed Someone else is cutting me Every time I trust Another knife is stuck in me Every time I heal Scab has turned to scar for me Every time I love That person ends up dead to me I must thank you for all you bring For all these years of suffering If I had not wanted to die I would not know that I’m alive
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Trapped inside this sea of endless black Wondering if I can ever make it back Calling out for help, but will I drown this time? Walk the line between unholy and divine Lost myself, but am I too far gone Hollow thoughts that haunt me till the dawn Outstretched hands reaching to the sky Embers of my life disintegrate in time Mental prison clawing at these walls Darkened voices taunt me in the halls Lack of sleep becomes my one true friend Will I see the light or could this be the end? Trapped inside this sea of endless black Wondering if I can ever make it back Calling out for help, but will I drown this time? Walk the line between unholy and divine
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And with the stroke of a key it’s like a knife in the back Got these keyboard commandos And they’re on the attack No matter what you do or say It’s not good enough Cause everyone’s an expert At all kinds of stuff You put your two cents in Now your branded a fool Taken out of context The new golden rule Leave some crumbs for the trolls But don’t make them fat Ya gotta leave them hungry So they keep coming back And they keep coming back Yeah And they keep coming back Like a moth to a flame Or a rat to some cheese They can’t not comment Cause it’s like a disease It’s the new kind of tough guy But you don’t flap your gums You’d never say in public What you type with your thumbs You need to be reminded Of what consequence is Put the keyboard down Come out from the screen Say to the face What you’d say in the app But you can’t and you won’t So you keep coming back And they keep coming back Yeah And they keep coming back
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To face the fears Head first To do the work And shed the tears These little deaths Ain’t worse Than all the rest Throughout the years A bitter end Take hold Of my own soul And feel again There’s no victim here I won’t be the one Who gets broken Victim here On my life These words I’ve spoken We fall again Face down We get back up And up again I’ve done my time Locked down For all my sins These sins of mine Yet here I stand Battle worn A little torn But here I am There’s no victim here I won’t be the one Who gets broken Victim here On my life These words I’ve spoken

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released January 21, 2022

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